I just couldn't stop staring, as in less than a year my boyfriend will be one of them.
I started this blog as a place to record my feelings and as a way of expressing them after a break up of our relationship. L hurt me, he really did but now it all seems so pointless. Nothing happened except the destruction of trust, which was probably all planned for maximum effect.
Our relationship is now stronger and better, but the trust is still taking its time to fully return. If it was later in the year then would I have still given us a chance? Would Luke be one of the soldiers without the dazzling wedding ring heading home for Christmas?